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“Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father.”

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10272008_dearzachary.jpgThe common refrain when describing Kurt Kuenne’s documentary “Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father” is that you shouldn’t — that the shocking events that occur over the course of the film should blindside audiences as much as they blindside the filmmaker and his subjects. But you wouldn’t be watching “Dear Zachary” if it were merely the film Kuenne first set out to make: a celluloid memorial to his childhood friend Andrew Bagby, a cheery 28-year-old with a touch of the hobbit to him, an Eagle Scout, an eager on-camera participant in all of Kuenne’s teenage attempts at moviemaking, and a doctor who was finishing up his family practice internship when he was murdered in 2001, almost certainly by his ex-girlfriend.

That loss spurred Kuenne to begin creating an obituary for Andrew, a collage of home movies and interviews with friends and family that would represent “everything there is to know” about the man. “Dear Zachary” succeeds at many things, most of all at being an almost unwatchably raw representation of grief, but its original goal turns out to be insurmountable. It becomes clear that you simply can’t create a fair portrait of someone near to you who died, unfairly and untimely. The more Kuenne digs, talks to people, roadtrips across the country and flies to England to meet cousins, the more remote Andrew, who was blessedly normal, becomes. Everyone is too close to express more than mourning.

Fortunately, or unfortunately, Kuenne was blessed with a series nightmarishly serendipitous events that unfolded as he was making “Dear Zachary” and that bend the film into something else entirely, into an outraged document of the failure of a system to punish or prevent crime. Shirley Turner, the unstable older woman Andrew used to date, who drove across four states to see him and shoot him multiple times after he broke off their relationship, flees to her hometown in Newfoundland, Canada while the police are gathering evidence against her. As the extradition process limps forward, Turner announces she’s pregnant with Andrew’s baby, and Kate and David, Andrew’s parents, prepare to fight for custody of their grandson once he’s born and a DNA test confirms his parentage. Astonishingly, Turner is loosed on bail twice, her newborn son left in her custody and later returned to her after a stint with his grandparents, who are placed in the surreal position of having to accompany their son’s alleged killer on playdates and to discuss over the phone whether they would want a photo of the once couple as a Christmas present.

Turner is fascinating monster, insecure, sociopathic, manipulative and outrageously brash, and Kuenne doesn’t try to be the least bit fair with her, which, given the circumstances, is appropriate. He’s not a sophisticated filmmaker, illustrating voiceover almost literally with clips, returning to other footage repeatedly, and struggling openly with structure. But that roughness works with the barely contained emotions displayed on screen, and when, in the final act, something truly terrible happens, seems the only way this story could be told, awkwardly, anguished, at much personal artifact as film created for public consumption.

[Photo: “Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father,” Oscilloscope, 2008]

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The Best Of The Last

Portlandia Goes Out With A Bang

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The end is near. In mere days Portlandia wraps up its final season, and oh what a season it’s been. Lucky for you, you can watch the entire season right now right here and on the IFC app, including this free episode courtesy of Subaru.

But now, let’s take a moment to look back at some of the new classics Fred and Carrie have so thoughtfully bestowed upon us. (We’ll be looking back through tear-blurred eyes, but you do you.)

Couples Dinner

It’s not that being single sucks, it’s that you suck if you’re single.

Cancel it!

A sketch for anyone who has cancelled more appointments than they’ve kept. Which is everyone.

Forgotten America

This one’s a “Serial” killer…everything both right and wrong about true crime podcasts.

Wedding Planners

The only bad wedding is a boring wedding.

Disaster Hut

It’s only the end of the world if your doomsday kit doesn’t include rosé.

Catch up on Portlandia’s final episodes on demand and at

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Your Portlandia Personality Test

The New Portlandia Webseries Is Going Your Way

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Carrie and Fred understand that although we have so much in common, we’re each so beautifully unique and different. To help us navigate those differences, Portlandia has found an easy and honest way to embrace our special selves in the form of a progressive new traffic system: a specific lane for every kind of driver. It’s all in honor of the show’s 8th and final season, and it’s all presented by Subaru.

Ready to find out who you really are? Match your personality to a lane and hop on the expressway to self-understanding.

Lane 10: Trucks Piled With Junk

Your junk is falling out of your trunk. Shake a tail light, people — this lane is for you.

Lane 33: Twins

You’re like a Gemini, but waaaay more pedestrian. Maybe you and a friend just wear the same outfits a lot. Who cares, it’s just twinning enough to make you feel special.

Lane 27: Broken Windows

Bad luck follows you around and everyone knows it. Your proverbial seat is always damp from proverbial rain. Is this the universe telling you to swallow your pride? Yes.

Lane 69: Filthy Cars

You’re all about convenience. Getting your car washed while you drive is a no-brainer.

Lane 43: Newly Divorced Singles

It’s been a while since you’ve driven alone, and you don’t know the rules of the road anymore. What’s too fast? What’s too slow? Are you sending the right signals? Don’t worry, the breakdown lane is nearby if you need it.

Still can’t find a lane to match your personality? Check out all the videos here. And see the final season of Portlandia this spring on IFC.

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Last-Minute Holiday Gift Guide

Hits from the '80s are on repeat all Christmas Eve and Day on IFC.

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